The Ups and Downs

Day 16, I feel like I am on a rollercoaster from feeling like I can conquer anything to being rubbish and achieving nothing and going nowhere. I wish it all came easy to me, that I was slim without having to work on it, fit naturally etc etc. Alas that gene doesn’t seem to have come my way so it looks like I have to do the work and it’s hard and I am keeping going. I went to a pilates class today and I looked in the mirror and though do I really look like that and I had to fight hard not to go into a spiral and remember that actually I was there not sat at home and I have got to keep fighting.